I had one of the most fun days on thursday with the man, A i will call him. We went to the seaside, and paddled in the sea. Then we went back to his and ate chinese food and drank wine, it was perfect. Then i stayed over the night. Nothing happened even though he wanted it to, then in the morning we talked about what the hell was going on. He says that he does not know how he feels about me, whether it is just friendship or something more. I feel the same, although i think that it is too easy for me to feel more for him than is there. I know that i am vulnerable to easily falling for someone because of THE EX. But A has been a fantastic friend, we get on so well and its almost as though there should be more to us than there is because it almost makes sense. I am so confused about the way I feel about him, I dont want it to just be a sex thing, i want to be respected and cared for by someone. Not used.