Last night i went to my male friends house, the guy who i slept with a couple of weeks ago. We had a great night playing on the Wii and then I stayed over, which i often do and is not that bigger deal. But he was holding me, hugging me, he made me feel so safe and wanted and the feelings that I am getting are that of falling in love. It scared me there are so many reasons why we should not get it together.
1) He is my friend.
2) He is my friends ex boyfriend
3) We both suffer from depression
4) it could be a case of "because he is there"
there is just something about the way he makes me feel, I was watching my friend tonight with her fella and I saw them hugging each other and kissing and I felt that i just really wanted that. And I want that with him. But is it worth taking the risk of loosing two friends? No its not. But i dont know how to stop it.
Do i tell him how i feel and see if he feels the same, do i keep my mouth shut and continue with the excellent friendship that we have. But i just want to wake in his arms again. I want to wake in his arms every single morning.
