I went to the doctor yesterday cause i was bit under the weather, i have had a cough for over a month now and the dr told me that it was an infection that was in my lungs. and i have got to go and have all these breathing tests done to see if i need an inhaler. I cant believe it, i love smoking its my way of relaxing, putting my feet up with a ciggie and a cuppa tea, and my breaks at work away from the desk all revolve around having a cigarette, and now no more. I am not stupid enough to risk keeping smoking, i may not want to stop but i know that my health must come first. So i have bought a nicorette inhalator and am giving that a shot and i can promise any smoker out there that this is really pure will power, these giving up aids are a myth, but pyschologically i think that something kicks in and they work that way.

So its been 23 hours since i last had a ciggie and so far its not been to bad, but i have been off work and sleeping a lot cause of the infection. i am going back to work tomorrow and that will be the test.