yesterday my husband of fiver weeks turned to me and told me that he was not happy being married. I asked him if he loved me andhe told me that he did not know. That he was unsure that he still wanted to be married to me. After 5 weeks. He says that there is no one else, but he went out on thurday and bumped into a woman and they swapped numbers and he text her. I have asked him time and time again if he is still texting her but he swears that he is not. But after yesterday i no longer trust him. i feel as though i am in limbo while he decides if he wants to be with me or not. a huge part me thinks that i should just walk away, but i cant. i love him to much. but i dont deserve to be treated this way. i feel as though my whole life has just fallen apart. i no longer trust him i know that much. and i feel so pathetic for all this. i hate him but i still love him and i cant beleive that this is happening to me. if he turns around and says that he got it wrong, he does want to be married to me, how are we meant to recover from this and from all the things that he told me. THis is about him wanting to be with another woman and i cant pretend that he never said that to me. i cant just forget that he told me that talking to that girl the other night made him feel great. But he has only had sex with me once since we have been married and i cant remeber the time before that. he has no sex drive when it comes to me but it flares up with other women. how can i really stay married to him now. what if i never feel that he really wants to be with me. Should i walk while i still have a tiny piece of dignity left in me or just hang on in there and hope that it will work. i am not stupid i know that you need to work at a marriage and that this could be nothing more that his stupidness that he is commited to someone. But ifeel so hurt, that i cant begin to truely explain how i feel. But i am sure that most people can attempt to put themselves in my position. You just need to imagine that you are so happy and feel on top of the world, then you come home to have your husband of 5 weeks tell you that he is not happy being married to you. that he does not think that he wants to be with you, that the bastard is selfish and wants to screw other women to make himself feel better. that he thinks that he wants his single life back. i cant believe how much this hurts. perhaps i deserve this, i wish i knew.